Yes I'm out....mostly because I'm out

Hi, I am new here and just wanted to share my story. I had been a scientologist for over 10 years. I did all the right things...co-auditing on Book One, lots of metered co-auditing, two purifs, completed the books and lecture BASICS courses. Trained through Upper Indocs. Last fall I originated clear during my NED DRD and that's when the poop hit the fan. The DofP laughed at me in an after session interview, telling me "No matter what, you won't be going to Flag to do CCRD, it's not going to work that way for you." Then my folder went away for 9 weeks and when it returned the same DofP told me I wasn't clear that I was just having relief and that I would need at least a few more rundowns. At the same time they routed my 2D into a SecCheck and at the end of that, oddly enough the same day I finished the NED DRD we were both sent to ethics and I was taken off NED so we could both do Student Hat (again), the PTS/SP course and PTS/SP Specialist course. After that I could back onto NED. However, I know that I am clear, WTF. My completion of DRD was never acknowledged and the push was on to get $15,000 upfront for the three prescribed actions. Meanwhile another public with no training and 3 drug reversions went clear. What's the difference you ask? He is straight and I am gay and in an out and committed relationship. We left the CoS that day. It's been a weird transition, but a necessary one indeed. I'm glad to be here, and out, and out!

Yes I'm out....mostly because I'm out