On the fringes

Hello from Clearwater,

I'm a third generation Scientologist, but since I did my purif two years ago I haven't had any desire to continue. I just recently watched Going Clear, and I don't know what to think. This is my first time on a site like this. Part of me wants to run back to the church and hide and the other side is just scared.

I don't have anyone I can talk to about this that would understand and I am really just looking for guidance.

On the fringes