Recently, I had a conversation with a now out scn. The subject of doubting case levels came up but no one could talk about that while still in.
I am curious if anyone had these personal thoughts too. At the time you would get in big ethics trouble for false attesting.
One scn I knew did doubt and voice their Clear status after the "buzz" wore off and life became difficult again and no new abilities were evident.
I saw one OT 8 who was pretty dynamic right after completing the level, who became introverted after having new OT 8 re-released as if s/he was a fake all that previous time.
One OT 7 was so "happy" after s/he was told was not clear and said it "All made sense now." This OT 7 must have had these doubting thoughts but never said anything previously.
Another OT 7 used to get baffled at people lower on the bridge who made more money, exhibited talent or more ability than s/he had.
While you were in scn, have you ever doubted your case status?
I am curious if anyone had these personal thoughts too. At the time you would get in big ethics trouble for false attesting.
One scn I knew did doubt and voice their Clear status after the "buzz" wore off and life became difficult again and no new abilities were evident.
I saw one OT 8 who was pretty dynamic right after completing the level, who became introverted after having new OT 8 re-released as if s/he was a fake all that previous time.
One OT 7 was so "happy" after s/he was told was not clear and said it "All made sense now." This OT 7 must have had these doubting thoughts but never said anything previously.
Another OT 7 used to get baffled at people lower on the bridge who made more money, exhibited talent or more ability than s/he had.
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