Please help me

I am in a falling deep black hole. I feel like I am on a roller coaster.

I habent eaten or slept in days.

Many future wife to be has left me over my involvement with Scientology.

this whole time and through all the fights I thought it was nothing.

Im only just waking up to the fact that I may not have been driving this whole time


I was there. But asleep at the wheel. I'm so scared.

I I am driving to the rubbish tip with s car load of Scientology filth.


Im so scared and alone

Please help me